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Jason Todd ([personal profile] batmansphoenix) wrote2015-09-28 08:15 pm
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Speak.
Or not. Free country.
ikols: deep beneath your bed (every night I hear them howling)

[personal profile] ikols 2015-12-21 02:26 am (UTC)(link)
[ A simple nuzzle is returned. ]

She's not here, she left to go home. I'm ... not sure if I should go back there, not anymore.
ikols: with a potion or a priest (not a spell gonna be broken)

[personal profile] ikols 2015-12-21 02:43 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He could go into the complicated existential trauma of it, killing himself and then being terrified his older future-self will come back and destroy him, but what it comes down to with the ego-death looming and eight months of nothing after it as Verity said ... ]

I don't think I've got very long left to live if I go home.

[ So he'll stay here instead, wrapped in Jason's arm in the hay with Sleipnir warm at his back, hidden in the curve of his sometime-lover's neck. Loki never claimed to be brave. ]
ikols: my dearie (what does ail my lord)

[personal profile] ikols 2015-12-23 02:40 am (UTC)(link)
I can't be around if there's another of me to come after, I kind of ... for lack of a better word and to not splurge on details, I reincarnate. After a sort. It's all part of being the God of Chaos, the change is necessary ... I just don't know why something that drastic would be, yet.

[ It doesn't look like Loki is happy with being Eudio-based forever, either. ]
ikols: & oh my tongue is a weapon (i'm the king of everything)

[personal profile] ikols 2015-12-27 02:42 pm (UTC)(link)
It's more an 'as and when needed' thing. I don't do it lightly.

[ With a head full of turbulent thoughts brewing, he leans back against Jason and sighs. A hand rubs Loki's face, flopping back to his lap. ]

But I'm never the same once I do. I have to be the best Loki I can while I'm around, for as long as possible. If I die then I need a damn good reason because I'll just come right back as someone else. The odds are not stacked in my favour.
Edited 2015-12-27 14:42 (UTC)
ikols: i've read most of it (i don't need another chapter)

[personal profile] ikols 2016-01-02 04:15 pm (UTC)(link)
You'll know if I've changed. I'll either be nuts or ... well, likely just that. I've been known to age badly.

[ He returns the squeeze, twisting around to let Jason know he appreciates being listened to with a peck on the cheek. Not a big deal, just a nudge. ]

You're a good listener.
ikols: seasons rise & fall while i seek you (farewell)

[personal profile] ikols 2016-01-04 02:18 am (UTC)(link)
People who think they are sane, Jason, very often are not. You're just fine.

[ He twists around, decidedly not thinking about how he will have to make conscious efforts not to interfere with whatever magics brought Jason back, mended him, and reaches to pull him into an involved kiss that only escapes a hoof in their faces because Sleipnir is asleep.

It parts with a soft wet smack, pecked for good measure as Loki's fingers wind through Jason's hair. ]


You are everything I could hope for you to be, just like this. Unless you screw me over, [ he adds after a beat, snorting softly, ] but I'm placing my bets you won't.
ikols: someone's talking back (when the sun goes down)

[personal profile] ikols 2016-01-04 03:48 am (UTC)(link)
I don't want or expect to be your Forever After, this is okay. This is nice. Yeah?

[ A grin answers the tease of screwing, but instead of anything wilder he tucks himself back into the crook of a neck and casually drapes an arm around Jason's waist. They can stay in the warm stable for a while, it's safe here.

Safety is best savoured, after all. ]